His face was wet.
His left arm was tucked against him in a way that made my stomach turn.
But his eyes found me.
“Daddy,” he cried.
I do not remember crossing the yard.
I remember Derek lowering him carefully into my arms.
I remember Noah clinging to my shirt with one hand.
I remember trying not to squeeze him too hard because I did not know where he was hurt.
“I’m here,” I kept saying. “I’m here. I got you.”
A paramedic knelt beside us and asked Noah if he could wiggle his fingers.
Noah tried.
His lower lip trembled.
“It hurts.”
“I know, buddy,” the paramedic said. “We’re going to help.”
Lena crawled toward us more than walked.
“Noah,” she sobbed. “Baby, I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.”
Noah looked at her, and his little face twisted with confusion.
He loved her.
He was afraid.