His hands were steady now.
Mine were not.
“You got there,” I said.
He looked at Noah sleeping on the couch.
“He called you,” Derek said. “That’s what matters. He knew who would come.”
That sentence did something to me.
All day, I had been thinking about the twenty minutes I was not there.
The distance.
The traffic.
The red lights.
The awful math of being too far away when your child needs you.
But Derek was right.
Noah had called.
He had been scared, and he had found the one rule stronger than fear.
Call Dad.
I sat on the floor beside the couch and watched him breathe.
Every few minutes, he stirred and reached for me with his good hand.
Every time, I touched his fingers and said, “I’m here.”
The next morning, I found his blue sneaker in a plastic evidence bag when the officer returned some of the items from the porch.
