A quiet shock filled the courtroom.
“He believed he was sober when he got into the car. He had no idea what was in his bloodstream until he woke up in the hospital after the crash.” My voice unsteady now. “He did not know he had taken a life. He did not know he had taken my daughter’s life.”
“When they told him, he attempted suicide. He dismantled part of the hospital bed and tried to hang himself. He was stopped. Placed on suicide watch. And every day since then, he has written letters—letters to my wife and me—expressing remorse, begging for forgiveness, telling us he wished he had died instead.”
I wiped my face with the back of my hand. At sixty-three years old, I was crying openly before a room full of strangers.
“I wanted to hate him,” I said. “I wanted him to be someone I could direct my grief toward. But he wasn’t the villain I tried to make him. He was a kid who went to a party to protect a friend, who was drugged without knowing it, who made a tragic mistake, and who now has to live with consequences that would break most adults.”
