He had also left a sealed box for me.
The box was waiting in the lawyer’s office.
Inside were five unsent birthday cards, one for each year we had been apart.
There were anniversary letters he had written and never mailed.
There was a photograph of the four of us at a lake when the children were young, all bad hair and sunburned shoulders and grinning faces.
There was the grocery list from the first apartment we ever rented, folded into quarters and yellow at the edges because apparently he had kept it for decades.
