David bled out in the sand because his radio couldn’t cut through the static. He never knew I was pregnant.
Right on cue, the front door swung open. A cloying cloud of expensive floral perfume invaded the kitchen. My older sister, Chloe, swept into the room draped in a cashmere coat. Behind her trailed Julian, her husband of three months. Julian was a mid-level sales director for a defense contractor, a man who possessed the smug, relaxed posture of someone who believed the universe owed him a favor.
“Oh, please don’t manufacture a dramatic, weeping scene, Clara,” Chloe sighed, weaponizing a coat of toxic sweetness. “It’s merely temporary. Julian needs his space to work, and frankly… your constant grieving is ruining the feng shui and the energy of the house. It’s depressing.”
Ruining the feng shui. I stared into my sister’s perfectly glossed face, searching my internal landscape for the old, familiar urge to scream for basic human empathy. It was gone. That pathetic, begging version of myself had finally bled out.