The notebook was the part that got me. I’d forgotten about it entirely.
“I read everything in the box, Dad.”
I’d kept it at 17, just a cheap spiral-bound thing, full of plans and sketches and the kind of half-formed ideas a kid writes down when he still believes everything is possible. Career timelines. Budget projections. A floor plan I’d drawn for a
house
I was going to build someday.
I hadn’t looked at it in 18 years.
Ainsley had.
“You had all these plans, Dad,” she said. “And then I came along, and you just put them all in a box and you never said a word about it. Not once. You just kept going.”
I tried to speak, but I didn’t even know where to begin.
I hadn’t looked at it in 18 years.
“You always told me I could be anything, Dad. But you never told me what you gave up to make that true.”