They had been estranged for years. Maya had told me that she grew up moving between relatives in the Philippines after her father disappeared. She rarely spoke of those years. When I had asked whether her mother would attend our wedding, Maya said only that it was better if she didn’t.
“How much?”
“Usually five hundred dollars. Sometimes more.”
“From where?”
“My personal savings.”
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
“Because I knew how it would look.”
I struggled to keep my voice level.
“How would it look?”
“Like I was doing the same thing you were doing.”
The answer stopped me.
Maya swallowed.
“My mother contacted me when I was four months pregnant. She said she was ill. I didn’t believe her at first. Then she sent medical records.”
“What kind of illness?”
“Kidney disease.”
“Have you spoken to her doctor?”
