The machines beside her bed continued their soft electronic rhythm.
Finally, I asked, “Is that true?”
Maya’s eyes remained fixed on the blanket.
“Yes.”
The single word altered the air between us.
“Who have you been sending money to?”
“My mother.”
I knew almost nothing about Maya’s mother.
They had been estranged for years. Maya had told me that she grew up moving between relatives in the Philippines after her father disappeared. She rarely spoke of those years. When I had asked whether her mother would attend our wedding, Maya said only that it was better if she didn’t.
“How much?”
“Usually five hundred dollars. Sometimes more.”
“From where?”
“My personal savings.”
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
“Because I knew how it would look.”
I struggled to keep my voice level.
“How would it look?”
“Like I was doing the same thing you were doing.”
The answer stopped me.
