A doctor examined Maya behind a curtain while I sat outside with Liam against my chest. He had stopped crying and was making small, exhausted sounds in his sleep. His face was red from the cold. One tiny fist had escaped the blanket and rested against my shirt.
I had imagined meeting my son a hundred times during the flight home.
I had pictured Maya standing at the door, smiling despite her exhaustion. I had pictured taking Liam in my arms while my mother cried and Chloe took pictures. I had imagined warmth, food, laughter, and the city counting down to midnight outside our windows.
Instead, the first time I held my child, his body was chilled because the heat had been turned down in my own apartment.
A security officer passed the waiting area just as fireworks began exploding somewhere beyond the hospital walls. Through a narrow window, I could see flashes of red and gold reflected in the glass towers across the river.
