And my mother helped.
That was the part that split me in two.
Beatrice knew. The notebook laid it out — the conversations Clara had overheard, the moments she’d caught them, the slow realization that her mother-in-law and sister-in-law were constructing her as the guilty party. Beatrice chose Penelope, her favorite, over the daughter-in-law she’d never liked. She let Penelope forge the notes. She agreed to the story. And when the collectors came and things turned violent—
I have to be careful here, because what they did to Clara is hard to write.
They shaved her head. They hurt her. And my mother stood by and let it happen — let strangers brutalize my wife — because it served the story that Clara was the debtor being punished, and because a shamed, silenced Clara couldn’t defend herself.
The broken “cheap things” around the house weren’t from the collectors. My mother and Penelope had staged some of it, after, to sell the story of a violent confrontation Clara had caused.