“I can’t pause my career for a hypothetical,”

I swallowed.

“Yes,” I said. “Indirectly.”

Maribel’s pen moved.

“Financial control?”

I hesitated.

Ryan paid the mortgage. Ryan managed the investments. Ryan insisted my teaching salary was “cute” but unnecessary after we married, then suggested I stop working during pregnancy because stress wasn’t good for the baby. I had access to a joint account, but large expenses required “discussion,” which meant permission dressed as teamwork.

“Yes.”

“Isolation?”

I thought of the friendships that had thinned because Ryan disliked them. The dinners I missed because he said I looked tired. The way he mocked my brother until I stopped calling as often. The neighbor he called a hermit because he could not control him with charm.

“Yes.”

Each yes felt like pulling a nail from a board that had been nailed over a window.

Maribel closed the folder gently.

“We can help you create a safety plan before discharge. You do not have to decide everything today.”

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