Still, Evie treated me better than I deserved. One afternoon, she left new boots by the door. Another week, a heavy coat appeared there too. “I don’t need charity,” I said. She only replied, “Then call it household maintenance. I don’t like muddy floors.” When I said I could buy my own coat, she asked quietly, “Can you?”
At our local diner, every waitress knew Evie by name. I hated that place because people loved her, and I could feel their questions whenever they looked at me. One afternoon, she stirred sugar into her tea and asked, “Why do you get quiet when people are kind to me?” I forced a laugh, but she continued, saying I tapped my fingers like I was counting who trusted her and who would be disappointed. Then she touched the sleeve of my new coat and said, “You look ashamed when I notice what you need.” I denied it, but when she said my name softly, I looked away first.