Three mornings later, Evie dropped a spoon on the kitchen floor. I turned from the stove and saw her gripping the counter. Her mouth moved, but no words came out. “Hey. Look at me,” I said. Her knees buckled, and I caught her before she hit the floor. At the hospital, a doctor with tired eyes found me and said her heart had failed. All I could whisper was, “She was just eating jam.”
The funeral was three days later. I wore the coat she had bought me. Claire, Evie’s niece, noticed it immediately. “Of course you wore that,” she said. I told her it was cold. She shook her head. “No. You still know how to use her.” I said I was her husband, but Claire answered, “You were her project.” That hurt more than being called a gold digger because part of me knew it was true. Still, beneath the shame, one thought kept pushing forward: the will.
