Beneath the message was a stack of receipts: boots, a coat, mechanic bills, a dental visit, and two credit card payments. Each receipt had Evie’s handwriting on it. “You lied about this one.” “You thanked me for this one.” “You almost told me the truth here.” The last receipt was for the coat I had worn to her funeral. Beside it, she had written, “You looked ashamed when I noticed you were cold, Damon. That was the first honest thing I saw on your face.”
I covered my mouth. “Was this punishment?” Mr. Carson shook his head and handed me an envelope. Inside was Evie’s letter.
She wrote that I probably thought she had left me with nothing, but she had left me the truth because it was the one thing I could not sell. She knew why I married her. She knew before the courthouse. She knew when I smiled too hard at her neighbors and watched her medicine bottles pile up. She knew about my message too. But she had also seen me fix Mrs. Alvarez’s porch rail and refuse payment. She had seen me sit through her appointments, even when hospitals made me restless. She had seen me make terrible tea when her hands shook too badly to hold the kettle.