I was mourning my baby after childbirth—then my 8-year-old son whispered, “Mom, she’s not gone. I saw what Daddy did.

I was mourning my baby after childbirth—then my 8-year-old son whispered, “Mom, she’s not gone. nb I saw what Daddy did.”

My son Elias spent seven months waiting for his sister.

He talked to my stomach every night. He had a whole routine — he’d lie on the floor next to the couch with his head on my hip and give her the weather report, the school report, and a summary of whatever he’d been reading about that week, which for most of the spring was volcanoes.

He helped us paint the little room at the end of the hall a pale yellow that took three coats because we cheaped out on the primer. He put more paint on himself than the wall and Grant let him keep the roller as a souvenir.

And he spent three weeks choosing a stuffed rabbit.

Three weeks. We went to four different stores nb. He rejected one because its eyes were “wrong,” one because it was too big, and one because it had a bow tie and he said his sister wasn’t going to be “a formal kind of person.”

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