I watched her hands fly to her mouth.
He kneeled in front of my sister
I watched her nod so hard her curls bounced.
I cried into my pillow that night so nobody would hear me.
Thoughts ran through my head that made me hate myself:
Ben couldn’t find her more attractive than me…
Ben had to have an ulterior motive for marrying her.
Looking back, it hurts to realize how close to the truth I was.
It hurts to realize how close to the truth I was.
***
The next morning, I smiled and helped Rosie put together a wedding inspiration board on Pinterest.
“You’ll be my maid of honor,” she told me. “Promise me.”
“I promise, Rosie.”
Part of me kept thinking my parents would intervene.