“So I just figure it out myself?” I asked.
He gave a small shrug, the kind people give when they have already decided the pain belongs to someone else.
“You’ve always been independent.”
Amber’s phone buzzed. She smiled down at it, already sending the news into the world. My mother began saying something about finances and timing, but I barely heard her. The living room blurred. The family photos on the mantel seemed suddenly staged by strangers: Amber and me in matching dresses at six, Amber standing in front while I stood slightly behind; Amber blowing out candles while I clapped beside her; Amber beside her new car at sixteen, red ribbon across the hood, while I held the old tablet Dad had given me because “it still worked fine.”
Before that night, those moments had felt separate. Small disappointments. Little imbalances. Easy to explain away.
Amber needed more attention. Amber was more social. Amber was sensitive. Amber had opportunities. Amber had potential.
