One afternoon, Violet sat on the living room rug while Cecelia wrestled with a wooden block.
My daughter gripped it with such determination that her little knuckles turned pale.
Violet laughed.
“Look at that grip.”
I smiled.
“Just like Mark.”
Violet looked at me.
Then she looked down at Cecelia.
For one brief second, I recognized the old expression in her eyes.
The desperate need to find her son in every movement, every sound, every tiny detail.
Then something changed.
She shook her head gently.
“No.”
She reached out and touched Cecelia’s tiny hand.
“That belongs to her.”
My throat tightened.
Cecelia squealed and flung the wooden block straight into Violet’s lap.
Violet burst out laughing.
So did I.
And for the first time since Mark died, neither of us needed Cecelia to prove he was still with us.
We didn’t have to search for him in the shape of her hands.