That question mattered.
I handed Cecelia over.
Violet looked down at her.
“Can I hold her?”
“Hi, sweetheart.”
Cecelia yawned.
Violet smiled through tears.
“I knew your daddy when he didn’t have teeth either.”
For a minute, grief stopped fighting us.
Then, a few weeks later, I heard Violet talking to Mark’s aunt in my living room.
“Hi, sweetheart.”
“Mark wasn’t himself at the end.”
I stopped in the kitchen.
“Sally handled those decisions. He never would’ve chosen that if he’d been thinking clearly.”
I walked into the room.
Violet was holding Cecelia.
“Mark wasn’t himself.”
“Give her to me.”
Her face changed.
“Sally, I was just…”
“Give me my daughter.”
She handed Cecelia over.
I settled her against my chest.
“Give her to me.”
“You will never say that in front of her again.”
“She’s a baby.”
“She won’t always be.”