Three weeks into treatment, I had to travel to Seattle for four days of business meetings arranged long before the diagnosis. I prepared everything before leaving. I wrote Mom’s medication schedule on cards, stocked the refrigerator with crackers, rice, broth, ginger tea, and applesauce, and texted Gabriel her appointment times.
“She takes the anti-nausea medication at eight in the morning and eight at night,” I reminded him.
“I know.”
“She will not ask you if she needs help. You have to check on her.”
“I’ll check on her.”
“Gabriel.”
“Sara, I’ve got it.”
I left because I believed him.
Every evening, Mom sent short texts.
“Fine. Eating a little.”
“Slept okay.”
“Took the medication.”
Nothing sounded alarming.
Seattle demanded more concentration than I wanted to give it. The clients had paid for my attention, so during meetings I forced myself to stay in the room mentally instead of constantly checking my phone. At night, however, I read Mom’s short messages several times. Her brevity reassured me because it sounded like her. She hated texting and never used five words when two would do. I also noticed that Gabriel rarely volunteered updates. When I asked, he said everything was fine. I accepted that because the alternative was imagining trouble from hundreds of miles away when I could do nothing about it.
