Vanessa took hour-long showers. I could hear the water running behind the bathroom door while I sat at the kitchen table, jaw clenched, thinking about the cost. She left lights on in every room. The television played all day, a constant stream of reality shows, even when she wasn’t watching. She cranked the heat until the air felt thick, tropical, as if she were trying to turn my apartment into a greenhouse. I’d come home from work sweating under my coat, the heat blasting, Vanessa nowhere in sight.
When I showed her the bills, laying them out on the table like evidence, she barely glanced at them.
“I don’t have money,” she said, matter-of-fact. “You know I’m broke. I’ll help when I start working again.”
“When you start working again,” I repeated.
She gave me a sweet smile, the kind that was meant to disarm. “I’m figuring it out.”
