They lifted the sofa with coordinated effort, the cushions shifting, the fabric warm under my palms as I helped guide it. They disassembled the dining table, unscrewing legs, stacking pieces. We wrapped the TV, careful with the screen. We carried bookshelves down the stairs, wood pressing into our hands, breath puffing in the cold hallway.
We moved my bed frame, my dresser, my nightstand. Lamps. Rugs. Curtains. Plants wrapped in blankets like fragile animals. Kitchen appliances. Even the shower curtain, because I’d bought it, and because it felt symbolic, like I was taking every inch of myself back.
As we emptied the rooms, the apartment changed.
It became bare again, echoing. The walls looked larger without furniture, emptier without the shape of my life against them. The rooms held the faint outline of where things had been, like ghosts.
We left behind only what had been there when I moved in: the refrigerator and stove that belonged to my parents, and the window blinds.
