It was not an answer.
Even at six, Leo knew that.
But he also knew I would not say more.
I never told him I believed his mother had rejected him because of his disability.
I could not put that wound inside him.
As far as Leo knew, he was the greatest thing that had ever happened to me.
Because he was.
Raising him was not easy.
There were nights I cried after he fell asleep because I was terrified I was not enough.
There were mornings when he refused to get dressed.
There were afternoons spent in therapy rooms.
There were evenings when I tried to understand forms full of language no parent should have to learn alone.
Then there were the victories.
His first clear sentence.
His first day of school.
The first time he tied his own shoes.
The school play where he forgot his line, laughed, and improvised something so funny that the audience applauded.
