I pressed myself against the wall.
A nurse passing by lit up when she saw him. “You’re late, Professor Giggles!” she said, and Charlie — my husband, the man who had barely spoken to me in weeks, the man who had stepped away from every hug I tried to offer — smiled at her with something so genuine and unguarded that it stopped me where I stood.
He walked into the pediatric ward.
I followed far enough behind to stay out of his line of sight, and I watched.
The children saw him before he reached the first room. A little boy in the hallway with an IV pole started grinning the moment he spotted the yellow coat. A girl about seven years old, sitting propped up in a hospital bed visible through an open doorway, straightened up and clapped once.
Charlie moved through that ward like he had done it a hundred times, because — I was beginning to understand — he had. He pulled stuffed animals from one bag, coloring books and crayons from another. He did a slow-motion pratfall in the hallway that made three kids laugh simultaneously. He sat on the edge of a chair in one room and made a little boy’s stuffed rabbit talk in an absurd voice until the child was laughing so hard he grabbed his own stomach.
