The ward was quiet around us. A child was humming something tuneless in one of the rooms.
“So I started coming,” Charlie said. “I found the costume at a thrift store. I started bringing toys. I didn’t tell Owen because I wanted it to be something I was doing for him, not because of him — I didn’t want him thinking he had created some obligation.” A pause. “Apparently he found out anyway.”
“He did,” I said. “He didn’t say how.”
“After the lake—” Charlie stopped. Started again. “After we lost him, I didn’t know how to stop coming. It felt like the one thing that still connected me to who he was. But I also didn’t know how to explain it to you without it sounding like I was making his death about something I was doing. And the longer I waited, the bigger it got, and the harder it became to just say it.”
