Off The Record I Was Holding My Son’s T-Shirt When His Teacher Called And Said He Had Left Something Behind

On the front, in my son’s handwriting — that particular mix of careful print and rushed cursive he never quite resolved — were two words:

For Mom.

My knees went soft. I put one hand on the wall beside me.

“I found it in the back corner of my bottom desk drawer,” Mrs. Dilmore said, and her voice had the quality of someone who has been asking herself how she missed it. “I don’t know how long it had been there. I’m so sorry it took me this long.”

“Don’t apologize,” I said, though I wasn’t sure I was saying it to her so much as to the general situation.

She took me to a small room off the main hallway — a conference room with a rectangular table, two chairs, and a window that looked out toward the athletic field. I used to pick Owen up from that field on Friday afternoons. He had a habit of cutting diagonally across the grass when he thought I couldn’t see him from the car, always in a hurry to get somewhere, always moving like he had more things to do than time to do them.

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