The messaging application maximized on the screen, opening a direct window into the digital autopsy of my marriage.
The messages cascaded down the screen in a horrifying, endless stream of profound, sickening betrayal. There were inside jokes about his board members. There were photos of them drinking champagne in luxury hotel suites on days he had claimed to be at corporate seminars in Denver. There were promises of a “fresh start” and complaints about how “boring and domestic” his home life was.
But it was a voice memo, sent by Adrian three days ago, that stopped my heart completely.
My hand shaking, I moved the cursor and pressed play.
Adrian’s low, intimate, gravelly voice filled the quiet, pristine kitchen.
“I can’t stop thinking about you, Tess,” the recording purred, the sound of city traffic in the background. “You make me feel alive again. She doesn’t understand me like you do. She’s just… she’s just a habit. Once this quarterly audit is clear, I’ll talk to the lawyers. We’ll get that penthouse downtown.”