I sat in my car for a moment before going in.
My back ached.
My ankles were swollen.
I was thirty-eight weeks pregnant and driving across the city to meet the son my husband had never acknowledged, and I had absolutely no idea what I was doing.
I got out of the car.
Diane answered the door before I could knock.
She was smaller than I expected — slight, with dark circles under her eyes that spoke of the surgery and the weeks since.
But she held herself straight, and her handshake was firm.
“Come in,” she said.
“He’s in the living room.
I told him a friend of his daddy’s was coming to visit.”
The living room was warm and a little cluttered in the way that children’s spaces always are — a basket of toy cars, a stack of picture books, a drawing taped to the wall that appeared to be either a dog or a very enthusiastic cloud.