Diane made coffee.
I had decaf.
We talked for nearly two hours.
She told me about the early years — how she had tried to reach Mark when Daniel was born, how he hadn’t responded, how she had eventually stopped trying.
She said it without bitterness, which I found harder to absorb than bitterness would have been.
“I was angry for a long time,” she said.
“I’m not going to pretend I wasn’t.
But Daniel is the best thing in my life, and I can’t be angry about something that gave me him.”
“That’s very generous.”
“It’s practical,” she said.
“Anger is expensive when you’re doing it alone.”
I thought about that.
“What do you need?” I asked.
“Right now.
Practically.”
She wrapped both hands around her mug.
“I’m back at work in six weeks.
My neighbor has been covering the school pickups, but she can’t do it indefinitely.
