“I should have told you.”
“I know.”
“I was trying to protect him.”
“I know that too.”
She looked up.
“Are you going to be able to forgive me?”
I thought about it honestly.
“I think so.
Not yet.
But I think so.”
She nodded and looked back down at Josephine, who had gone to sleep with the absolute confidence of someone who had no idea how complicated the world she’d arrived in was.
—
Diane sent flowers to the hospital.
A small arrangement, yellow and white, with a card that said: *Congratulations.
She’s lucky to have you.
— D and Daniel.*
I kept the card.
—
In the weeks that followed, I learned what it meant to be a person who had lost everything and was somehow still required to continue.
I fed Josephine at two in the morning and three in the morning and sometimes four-thirty, and in those quiet hours I talked to her in the dark — not about anything important, just whatever was in my head.
