Michael hands you a napkin.
“Mom’s keeping Emily through lunch,” he says. “I told her only what she needs to know for now. We can decide the rest one step at a time.”
One step at a time.
The phrase is so sane it steadies you. Abuse trains the mind toward catastrophes and extremes. Forever. Never. Everything ruined. Nothing salvageable. One step at a time feels like a staircase reappearing where you thought there had only ever been a cliff.
That afternoon, you file.
The courthouse in Columbus smells like paper, sanitizer, and old stress. Michael drives. Your mother meets you there with Emily, who runs into your arms in a pink coat and asks why Grandma got to take her out for pancakes on a school day. You tell her because sometimes grandmas make surprise mornings, and she accepts that with the generous practicality only children have. She doesn’t ask about your cheek because your mother has already steered her attention elsewhere with hot chocolate and cinnamon sugar.
