“No,” I said. “I’m moving because you’ve made it clear that as long as I live in your property, you think you can control my life.”
My mother’s smile tightened into something mean. “You’ll be back,” she said, voice low. “When you see what apartments cost, you’ll come running back and beg for our help.”
I stood up. The chair legs scraped against the floor, loud in the quiet shop. I didn’t let them see my face longer than necessary. I didn’t trust it not to betray me.
I walked out into the cold air and kept walking until the coffee smell faded, until my lungs felt full of winter, until my eyes stopped stinging.
I was terrified.
But beneath the fear, something else lived.
Resolve.
The apartment hunt was brutal.
I spent lunch breaks refreshing listings, fingers sticky with stress, eyes scanning for numbers I could afford. Every evening after work, I sat on my sofa with my laptop and a notebook, writing down addresses, calculating commute times, comparing rent to my paycheck like I could force the universe to be reasonable.