“I understand that he was your son.” My voice came out flat and even, which was the only way I could manage it.
“I need you to understand that he was my husband.”
I ended the call.
I sat for a long time after that.
The letter was still on the table.
The photograph was beside it, Daniel’s squinting face catching the kitchen light.
Mark had a son.
Ruth had known for two years.
And I had been the last person in the room to find out — the person who had loved him most completely, who had asked no questions, who had trusted him when he said *please trust me.*
I picked up the photograph.
The stain on Daniel’s collar was shaped a little like a star.
I thought about a five-year-old boy in a house somewhere in this city, with a mother who was sick and a father who was g*ne, and no one who knew his face the way I now knew it.
